Negative Natalie?

Okay, so this isn't going to be health related necessarily....and I'm not sure if you happened to catch the last blog post before I deleted it. It was not a very positive post, and I was just talking to Luke on the phone and he mentioned that he doesn't feel like we are doing very good lately. Like arguing a lot, complaining and just not really being happy. So I was trying to think of what I could do to make myself more happy. Then the answer hit me in the face with the force....of something really strong. Ha ha! I haven't been reading my scriptures, saying my prayers, or going to the temple lately. It's not that I've become inactive..but I really need to make that part of my routine. Me and Luke had set a goal to go to the temple before the end of the month...of course we picked the month that Ogden and Salt Lake are closed for half the month which makes the Bountiful temple really busy and Ogden and Bountiful are closed for the other half. Then I was looking at the new Oquirrh mountain one...and that one is closed! I guess they don't have as many people go in July? I don't know but I would really like to try and go tomorrow or Saturday. It always makes me nervous because we always wait so long in between that it feels like it's the first time we're going. But I think it will be well worth it! Then starting next week I am going to work on my nightly routine for a little while....including prayers and scripture reading. Then after I get nice and good at that for a while I'll add morning prayers. I also just need to think more positive thoughts and try to be around more positive people. It's hard at work because no one is LDS or positive around here but I feel like maybe I can make a difference. Lately I have been feeling like nothing is going right, and maybe that's because I'm not doing everything right. But, I know that if I work on these things at least I'll feel right :) So I thought I would share this with you so you can maybe check on me with my exercising and stuff plus these things. Thanks Tenille! I love you :)